That light at the end of the tunnel it seems ever closer
so may it be death or a breath of fresh air
it seems Ill need to cross that threshold to ever be fully aware
But right now too much is ringing within this mangled mind
I cannot seem to find anyway to unwind
it seems as soon as we get a treatment I have another new diagnosis
that somehow prevents our previous plans of success
for example due to the Churg Strauss I cannot attempt DHE
thought I’d do it for science personally.
I also want to try fMRI to gauge my true average pain and help establish a new system of pain sensory that avoids the typical; neurological stigma. I mean it does exist even at my Mom’s own hospital she’s a long time nurse. A SR told me a few days before this admission its all…
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